Tired? | night ramble

Currently listening to: Don't Stop Believin - Journey

Studying is tiring. Working is tiring. Living is tiring. We are all tired humans that need to go through different sort of things everyday in order to succeed in our life and live the life that we want.

We'll find ourselves saying:

I'm tired.
I cried a lot, I just want to stop this.
I want to just sleep and rest and do nothing.

But guys, in order to get good rewards, we need to sacrifice our money, time, energy and tears. There's no such thing as you just laze around and magically the things that you want appear in front of your eyes. Even prophets, the holiest people, didn't get to live that way. And us, lowly humans, want to have everything by doing nothing? No. It's not gonna happen so face it.

So people, if you're working hard now, don't stop. If you need to rest, rest and sleep for a while and you can continue your hard work the next day. If you haven't start yet, it's not too late, you can start today. Stop procrastinating, the later you start working hard, the later you'll get what you want.

Lets work hard, guys!

P/S: I'm just posting this because lately I've been feeling unmotivated to do anything.

Lots of love,
Pypaa. xo



You were hard to find,
Harder to leave behind.

I'll wait,
But not for long.
I'm not that strong.

You are not the only love I've ever known,
But you're the only one I've carved in my bones.
I never thought you would be the one I followed,
I never thought you'd be the kind to leave me hollow.

Don't listen to what they say.
I don't give myself away.

But you,
You led me astray,
Then cast me away.

And I did not love you first,
But I still feel so unrehearsed.
I keep trying,
But I can't find the words.

It was you who puts these thoughts into my head
In my head.

P/S: These beautiful words are lyrics to Ellie Fountain's 'Wait'. I'm just posting it here because the lyrics to this song is poignant yet so beautiful.


Selfish or Self-Love?

These days, I've been putting myself first more often than I used to. I tell myself again and again that I'm just being selfish for myself because of my self-love. I tell myself that I need this, so I'll just do this. And often, I feel guilty and burdened by the fact that I just chose myself instead of choosing other people.

I'm confused, is this selfish or self-love? When I choose not to go to a group meeting because it's freezing outside and I'm just too tired, is that selfish? I'm ditching on people I love because I'm too sleepy, am I selfish?

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