4.10.2016

Will I Be Fine? | Sunday's thought


I'm having it hard in my life lately. I find it hard to just wake up and do things. I find myself being on my bed all day, unproductive, sometimes just staring at the ceiling for hours thinking. I feel like the walls around me are going to fall down and hurt me anytime. I feel so fragile, and like I'm uncapable of feeling anything other than nothing. I feel so empty. I'm unmotivated to do anything, I don't like anything that I usually love to do, I'm feeling very much not myself. It's weird. I don't like it.

I can't see anything I want to do for my future anymore. I'm in a slump, a hardcore one and I don't know how to get out. It feels like I'll be like this for a very long time. I'm not thinking of dying, but I don't feel like I live much either these days. I feel like an emotionless robot who does everything without slight enjoyment.

Will I ever be fine again? Will I ever have ambitions again? Will I ever like what I used to like again? I don't know. I don't have any idea. I can just hope for the best, and I'm even tired of hoping.




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