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"Aku ingin menjadi..."
And I absent-mindedly screamed like a lil kiddo.
And ran outside.
Embarrassing, I know.
And then I looked at the DJs' desk, you looked upwards, and smiled. It was as if, you're happy that I'm happy.
When in fact, now when I think about it, you might look at her, because this is her fav song, or maybe she was also looking at you and both of you had eye contact. And you smiled, right? Hey that rhymed!
#When I woke up at 3.36 a.m. and looking at my WhatsApp contact to see when is your last seen and see you were actually online.
There was this night when I woke up at 3.36 a.m. and I was so refreshed. And so the first thing that came to my mind was to see if anybody's online in WhatsApp, just because. To see if there was anyone woke up all of the sudden like me.
So I scrolled.
And then I remembered you.
So I checked.
And you were online!
The LOL thing was, I just actually stare at my phone, not doing anything, and look at your status until you go offline. It lasted for about 5 minutes?
The reason this made me happy was because this kind of thing rarely happens, but this happened, to you and me. And I, foolishly think that maybe both of us jodoh kah apa kah (sebab saya budak yang kurang matang and banyak tengok drama).
#When you just look at me
This one, I'm not going to post it with details sebab if I cakap a little bit more, people would guess who you are.
That time, I was talking. To some kids. And then you just look at me while I talked. Even if it's normal. But you rarely look at me sooo. That made me a lil bit too happy.
#That time when you call my name, full name
Oh this made me happy because you called me with my full name, Afifah Nabila. But then after you said 'oh, kau pula Afifah Nabila' it made me a lil bit off.
And this honey, are the reasons why I should forget you. Sebab I am invisible, an immature child, nothing to you, you're too good, she's too nice, and I don't want to destroy your happy life.
So to you. Goodbye. Wish me luck and good luck with your life. Be happy.